big girls don't cry

i now have a new work, i live in a boarding house and i'm far from my family. it is hard to live alone and take care of yourself. i always thought i'm more than capable of taking care of myself, after all i'm a big girl now..and like fergie says, big girls don't cry. after doing the things you need to do, after a big busy day, you eat your dinner fresh from the microwave while watching tv..at the end of the day, who you'll be with. i love being alone , i always loved my independence, there just these bouts of loneliness when you realized that you can make others stop crying but when you cry, who is there to take the tears away.