if you'll just realize..

Take time to realize

That I am on your side

Didn't I, didn't I tell you

Take time to realize

That your warmth is

Crashing down on in

But I can't spell it out for you

No it's never gonna be that simple

No I can't spell it out for you

If you just realize

What I just realized

Then we'd be perfect for each other

And we'll never find another

Just realizeWhat I just realized

We'd never have to wonder

If we missed out on each other, now

Take time to realizeOh oh,

I'm on your side

Didn't I, didn't I tell you

Take time to realize

This all could pass you by

Didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you

No it's never gonna be that simple

No I can't spell it out for you

If you just realize

What I just realized

Then we'd be perfect for each other

And we'll never find another

Just realizeWhat I just realized

We'd never have to wonder

If we missed out on each other, but

It's not the same

No it's never the same

If you don't feel it too

If you meet me half way

If you would meet me half way

It could be the same for you

If you just realize

What I just realized

Then we'd be perfect for each other

And we'll never find another

Just realize

What I just realized

We'd never have to wonder

Just realize

What I just realized

If you just realize

What I just realized

Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

Missed out on each other now

Missed out on each other now-ow-ow-ow

Realize, realize, realize, realize, realizeOhhh oh

serenity prayer

lord,
grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i can,
and the wisdom to know the difference.
amen.

makati med experience

i've been sick again.. but this time it has something to do with my reproductive system.. di ko na sasabihin specifically kung ano but it was really painful to the body and the wallet.. i went to makati med in the middle of the night and was the only single, cute girl, not to mention virgin, sa OB ward.. the nurse is paging like "mr , to the counter please".. i was like "why is she calling my dad??" my roommate was crying and the same nurse asked why, my poor roommate said it was her third miscarriage to which she replied "ok lang yan , ma'am, just pray for a miracle and it will happen". the poor lady sobbed even more.

kakaloka yun, i dont wanna go back there again.

gray's anatomy

1. "At the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want is to be close to somebody. So this thing where we all keep our distance and pretend not to care about each other, it's usually a load of bull. So we pick and choose who we want to remain close to, and once we've chosen those people, we tend to stick close by. No matter how much we hurt them. The people that are still with you at the end of the day, those are the ones worth keeping. And sure, sometimes close can be too close. But sometimes, that invasion of personal space, it can be exactly what you need." --meredith grey

2. "I'm out of my element here. I break bones for a living, I used to live in the basement, most days I wear last night's eyeliner to work, and I don't give a crap about what other people think of me. Because I'm a happily independent and successful woman and I like it that way, only when you say stuff like this, it just makes things too hard. So please, don't chase me anymore, unless you're ready to catch me." --callie torres

3. “Being aware of your crap and actually overcoming your crap are two very different things.” --cristina yang

4. "No, see, I think it means you don't forgive me. And you don't know how to talk to me right now, and i mean look! You don't... you can't even look at me. You're so angry that i think the only way you can deal with me is to say you forgive me and what... we pretend it didn't happen? It happened, and you don't forgive me." --george o'malley

5. "You know I grew up in a bar? Literally, in a bar. My dad was always doing one of two things in there. Playing music or drinking. Dude never even took me to the park. I just figured this was my chance to get out with the guys, but the one time I try-" -- alex karev

6. "No, I need a reason to stay here. I need a reason to get up every morning. I need to get up and not care if it's raining or that I'm 39 and alone." --addison montgomery

7. "Cristina, I could promise to hold you, and to cherish you. I could promise to be there, in sickness and in health. I could say till death do us part. But I won't. Those vows are for optimistic couples, the ones full of hope. I do not stand here on my wedding day optimistic or full of hope. I am not optimistic. I am not hopeful. I am sure. I am steady. I'm a heart man. Take 'em apart, put 'em back together, hold them in my hands. I am a heart man. So this, I am sure. You are my partner. My lover. My very best friend. My heart. My heart beats for you. And on this day, the day of our wedding, I promise you this. I promise you to lay my heart in the palm of your hands, I promise you... me." --preston burke

kudos

i got sick, im always sick these days.. i guess it's because of my work schedule. my biogical clock is disturbed plus the fact that i don't eat on time.

anyway, i would like to commend some products that are really effective. i was just so happy to prove that these products are really worth buying.

1. skyflakes-yes the old and trusted skyflakes. simple pero rock. if you have a stomachache and your tummy can't have solid foods just eat this cracker first and the pain will go away in no time. the rumbling feeling will slowy fade away..

2. neozep-no matter how corny the advertisement for this drug i have to say that it is effective especially for colds that's making your head crack. eat first, then take this medicine and sleep. you will wake up happy after.

3. bactidol-perfect for sorethroat. i woke up at 3am because my throat is killing me. good thing i bought bactidol earlier. only one gargle and i felt better. after gargling twice a day for two days, i bade farewell to sorethroat.

ps: health is wealth :)

AKING HILING

AKING HILING Junby Gatmaitan/3rd Avenue

Bawat araw naghihintay
Kailan ka nga ba darating?
Paulit-ulit na tanong sa sarili
Bawat minuto’y kay tagal
Patuloy akong nadidiin
Umiiksi ang oras, di maibabalik

REFRAIN:
Kay tagal na naghintay, ngayo’y wala pa rin
Pag-ibig lang naman ang tangi kong hiling
Kay tagal na naghintay, ngayo’y wala pa rin
Pag-ibig lang naman aking hiling Hanggang ngayo’y umaasa
Hanggang ngayo’y nananabik
Na kahit ‘sang saglit ako ay mapansin
Bawat minuto’y kay tagal
Patuloy akong nadidiin
Umiiksi ang oras, di maibabalik

(Refrain)

Bridge:
Ano pa ba ang dapat kong gawin?
Sana’y kahit minsan mapansin mo rin
Hanggang kailan ako magtitiis?
Kailan ka nga ba darating?
Pag-ibig lang lang naman aking hiling

"it is not you, it is me"

i went to SM north edsa yesterday, i went there with a friend who was my classmate in elementary. we never had any communication after highschool and we just learned that we are working in a same company. talk about the world being small. anyway, we had lunch at shakey's and had coffee while burning our lungs out. so many things happened, her fiancee broke up with her, tsk tsk..not the first person that week who broke up with their other half.. and valentine's day is on the way.

im single, and perpetually so. im one of the many(or few?) who are famously tagged as NBSB or no bf since birth. not that my heart bleeds everytime someone points that out. im happy being single but i would like to clear out that im not lesbo(i don't have anything against them), heath ledger's passing made my decision to never marry at all.

my friend was pouring her heart out, asking why men need their space and why do they always have the same lame excuse "it is not you, it is me" . why indeed. it made me remember the time i was crazy in love with somebody..a long long time ago.

it started in my junior year in college, i was 19, too old for a first love. needless to say, it was first and it hit me bigtime. i never thought you could love someone that great, even to a point of losing yourself. i was crazy, so crazy in fact that i just blurted it out to the guy because it is overwhelming. the guy thanked me for loving him, he never said that the feeling was mutual, never said anything to encourage me.and at time time, thank you was enough. we became even closer after that, damn i loved him well.

but it wasn't enough because he fell for someone. he was man enough to tell it to me personally and even said sorry while holding me tight. it hurt like hell. it hurt for days, the days became months, the months became years.. and the years continued until today. i guess all the ciggies and bottles of beer wasn't enough to erase the pain of rejection. he also said the same lines.."not you, it's me.." but his line wasn't finished yet, the next line was "im sorry i can't give you the love you need.."

"what did you do?" my friend asked. "i cried and cried until there was no tears left to cry. then moved on with my life." cliche as it may sound, it was my answer..