1. my portable player
--i bought it as soon as i got my 13th month pay. i'm dying to buy it for months nowand when i finally got the money, i bought one before i could change my mind. it takes me to places i've never been. right now i love the movie 'definitely, maybe' and i'm watching the anime 'yamato nadeshiko'.
2. twilight book series
--i was one of the millions who got DAZZLED. i think that the love between bella and edward exists. once i loved like bella. giving everything, all out. that was a long time ago. i like edward's character. i like him better in the book than in the movie. but someone like him is really hard to find to find (if not impossible) here on earth. but i found a new love in jacob black's character. when i was scattered to pieces like bella, no jacob came to stitch me whole. i was strong enough to bear the pain and heal myself but still..a little help from someone like jacob could have gone a long way. the ending of the third book (eclipse) crushed me. i cried in the CR. it was unbearable. bella loved edward and jacob, but she chose someone she could not live without and that is edward.
bella: love you, jacob.
jacob: love you more.
i feel like crying again.
3. my newly bought engagement ring
--it is only 190php, i bought from my friend jai. i don't know why but i always wanted to have a ring that looks like an engagement ring. i like it on my finger, shiny and new. it gives me hope that maybe someday , someone would give the real thing to me. i always tell everyone that i don't want to get married. it is true, and i still feel scared of the thought of committing yourself to
one person alone. i do want to have a baby, though, i WANT a baby bad. but i don't think i'm gonna get it free, i think i will get it but i have to get married first because it would not be fair to derive him/her a father. a chance for a real family. the ring i bought will be my chastity ring, a reminder that i won't give myself cheaply. that i am a woman of worth.
